Definately doubting my committment to Sparklemotion

Am so vindicated yet so confused.
I know how it's meant to be but will we make it? Will I make it?
Am I really on the verge of finding a society that understands?

I LIKED IT BETTER WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS DELUSIONAL.
NOW I ACTUALLY HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.

Not that I don't already.

I LOVE EVERYTHING. BUT I WANNA GO HOME.

If I can just master this infernal language maybe I can really explain it..... If I don't explode.

Soundtrack to these musings:

Take Meta Mars - The Flaming Lips
Little Earthquakes _ Tori Amos
Swimsuit Issue - Sonic Youth
Rainy Day Woman (No12&35) - Bobby D
Since I Fell For You - Nina Simone?

(Yes this tiny piece of random angst took me 5 songs! More in fact)

I Thank the Universe for - Random playlists, Tori, sedative substances, my friends

Word For The Day: Nympholepsy (Noun) - 1. An ecstasy supposed to be inspired by nymphs
2.A frenzy or rapt state induced by craving for the unattainable