All Hail Delerium of the Endless

What a beautiful little muffin she is.....

This is when she is little and these pictures come from the drawing implements of Jill Thompson who drew the tiny Endless family for Neil Gaiman's superlative interpretation of "The Sandman".

ANDDDD.....

This -




Gifted to me through my brother's generosity and e-bayerrific tendencies.
See now this is what happens. She gets lost & Barnabus (Destruction's Dog)
has to find her.

He goes to each of her siblings to ask them.

"Before Barnabus could speak" Destiny says "Little Dog there are no pages in my book that state my sister is lost"..... so it remains that she is fine and will be found, provided Barnabus continues on his arduous journey.

I think that's the feeling I get when people are worried that something has happened and I know it hasn't.

I am reading "The Book of Life".

I'm also thinking this is why I see the answers in black & white, in a few short paragraphs, which to the universe they are.

You wanna know what to do? "Confront your father, quit your job, don't marry the first one, go to Guatemala in 5 years, no more orange juice you have a prospective ulcer"

Great.
Now what do I expect you to do for the next 7300 days with all the in-betweens?

In-betweens are a problem; even tho they are most pressing they seem the least real.

In my anomolous existence I seem to be unlearning the echoing meaning in order to not be crucified.
If I wanna fulfil my ACTUAL mission (which is not, much to my dismay, absolution) then I will probably be metaphorically crucified over n over n over. I know this.

Then Why oh why would I wanna do it??

Coz the book says........ and I love you guys........

See my conundrum. Fluctuating in it's command of me but ever present in it's choice.

Soundtrack - Why I do believe it's new Placebo...........